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<p>[QUOTE=&quot;GoldCoinLover, post: 1180593, member: 4336&quot;]I posted this on the NGC forums as well as wanted to post it here. I&#039;ve had unique experiences on both boards.</p><p><br /></p><p>I&#039;ve been struggling with a deep depression lately. Was feeling very low, kept thinking of suicide. I&#039;ve been slowly getting help though the last day...well today actually.</p><p><br /></p><p>I had a friend , another magician, my only close friend, I knew for 6 years. He took advantage of me, told me my parents were lying to me, &quot;everything was a lie&quot;, &quot;everything I learned in school was a lie.&quot;</p><p><br /></p><p>I had $400 from some gold coins I sold, in my paypal account. Mistakenly thinking he was right, I spent over $400 on him, trying to move in with him, food, gas, etc.</p><p><br /></p><p>And, then one day he asked me for a favor. He said, the manager of the shop his boss, the day before was terrible. He wanted to make up for it this day. So, he wanted me to give him $100 to make his shop &quot;look like&quot; he did well when he didn&#039;t. I never did get the money back. I told him that was a mistake.</p><p><br /></p><p>I&#039;ve been focusing on my magic, although I&#039;m not practicing as much as I should .</p><p>I&#039;m still interested in coins and numismatics, recently also quit a 12 year addiction to an online game....I&#039;m 23 and have been playing it since I was 12. Growing up in high school, I had no friends. I would sit with these girls at a table just because they didn&#039;t make fun of me. I had no social life and no girlfriend. Pity party or not, some say, but, the game ruined my life. I&#039;m glad to finally quit it.</p><p><br /></p><p>I have more to do now, and am trying to fill in the ties. I lost 93 lbs. I was 250 lbs, I&#039;m now 153 lbs. I&#039;m 57&#039;&#039;. My bodyfat was around 30%, I&#039;m now at around 6-8%.</p><p><br /></p><p>My 2 interests, passions, or, more correctly, obessiions, especially right now, are magic and numismatics. I&#039;ve lost all interest in both lately, especially numismatics. I want to get back into it.</p><p><br /></p><p>But, I miss all of you guys, i hope some of you remember me.[/QUOTE]</p><p><br /></p>

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