I can't speak to anyone else's 'want' of you succeeding or failing in your venture, only mine. Do I WANT to see you succeed or fail? Honestly, I don't care one way or the other. If you succeed, great! If you fail, oh well! Why would you think anyone other than your mom & dad would care? Do I wish you luck? Sure, why not? Advancing the hobby is beneficial to all collectors. Seeing YOU specifically succeed or fail is of no real concern to me. Not sure why you would care that any of us feel one way or another. What I will say is that your responses lead me to believe you're of the 'participation trophy' generation. That's one trophy I don't subscribe to. Earn it. Nobody has a right to it. @ewomack said it best. Your responses are filled with an attitude that is off putting to the very clientele you should be looking to endear yourself to.