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<p>[QUOTE=&quot;Bentley carpenter, post: 7718466, member: 120646&quot;]Man its a hole New day and I think the world of you guys I really do. It&#039;s part of my job to love and care about every body no matter what they look like how they dress how they talk I have to make a positive thing out of what most people would say it is negative and mountain man I would be crushed if I don&#039;t hear from you that is from the heart I love and can about every body on this site. I think that if awesome what you guys do ever day I don&#039;t ever want to come off like I&#039;m angry or nothing else you guys do what I do just a different thing I get messed up a little bit when I speak to these people and there being rude talking so loud people can&#039;t even here me some people are there cause they have to be but some are there for help I just want everyone to get a taste of what I got I believe in the lord to he can take it all away if you ask and mean it from the bottom of your heart I turned my life over to God I am a man of faith that he can do what ever you ask but you have to clear your mind and it has to be true he will know God knows everything. I never collect coins in my life I just woke up one day and it was like God asking me to do this it has help me alot if God is in it anything is possible so I figured that I&#039;m going to break down and take everything you guys give me too heart I will listen to everything you got to say do what you guys want me to I&#039;m the rookie here you guys are the cheves I will learn everything about these coins I love this hobby but I really care about you guys more I want you to really take heat to what I&#039;m saying I love and care about every single person on here when you are in a spot and some body takes the time to stop and help you thank them. I had to speak last night in a big gym and Man it was good people really coming together like a family what I do is give people hope faith change of attitude turn your head learn this simple thing learn how to say know it is the best feeling in the world and the more you say it the stronger you will get and do it like this I am a recovery addit I love saying you guys don&#039;t have no idea if you ant been there I had a guy tell me a simple thing ever day when you wake up you think God for another day and tell your self I&#039;m going to be clean just for today as a addict you can&#039;t look ahead you have to do it one day at a time I been saying it every morning for the past 10 years I have had people come up to me and said I saved there live I am like no you saved your own life you had the faith that I can do this remember you were not born being a addict it took years to be a real addict before people would not open there door for me cause I would be that messed up My on family didn&#039;t want me even around I had to learn the hard way I would not listen to no body and I was so selfish that it was all about me it finally I got to the point that I didn&#039;t even care about my own self you got to learn to love your self before you can help any body but man we had a good night I need that my own speach help me a lot I&#039;m sorry guys I come off wrong I just want to fit in and I get all tore up about it cause there is a reason that I do this or God would not ask me to start collecting coins please and I&#039;m asking as a grown man please for give me if I hurt your feelings I would not want you guys mad at me for nothing in the world I would give you my hole collection before I hurt someone feelings I&#039;m a different man today I get it I&#039;ve done a lot of reading I&#039;m not a good reader it is part of my problem so when I read something it don&#039;t make no sense I have to get my wife to read for me and than she will break it down for me I have to go through some things to do all this but there is a part in it that I just love I love open up a roll and a bunch of wheat pennies fall out I love it it tickle me to death I&#039;ve got a glow on me today I can&#039;t wipe it off I love you guys I mean that or I would not say it what you guys do ever day is special I hope you get that feeling when you guys look at coins cause it is the best hobby I&#039;ve ever had God knows what I need and he don&#039;t give me no more just what I need in life I have ever think a man could ask for I&#039;m really going to try my best to turn all of this around and make it right water under the bridge I do hope you guys can find it in your hearts to for give me I&#039;m wanting to learn so bad I dream about coins is that crazy my wife bought me something the other day I&#039;m going to take a picture and see if you guys like it and see if you don&#039;t think it is very nice piece I thought it looks good in my collection man I just wrote a book I hope you guys can make some kind of sense out all this texting my finger is broke[/QUOTE]</p><p><br /></p>

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