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<p>[QUOTE=&quot;Bentley carpenter, post: 7705376, member: 120646&quot;]Sorry bub but 1865 King I was going to tell you thanks and this hobby has help me alot I didn&#039;t know at first should I say anything. But now I&#039;ve come out and told a little bit about my self I&#039;m getting a lot of good feed back I figured people would just look at me as a joke I&#039;ve been doing this long enough I should be up there well know member just kidding I&#039;m not ready to tell people about there coin I can&#039;t even figure mine out. I started this just out of the blue I need something to just calm me down i am a really hyper person so this has really slow me down now that I got some time in it I really injoy doing this I really put a lot into this I&#039;m Big on errors and varieties I love it. I would love it even more if I can figure out the bad from the good I find some things just don&#039;t see how it happens out in the world I mean crazy stuff I have posted some there telling me pmd hek they know more about it than I do but some times I feel like that ant right but how am I i can&#039;t even write a sentence I messed my brain up I didn&#039;t know how bad it was too I got into this every body just hitting me with my grammar it made me feel stupid. I&#039;ve went through some things since I been on this site it&#039;s all not been good there some I know they wish that I not on this site. I do post a lot how am I ever going to learn if I don&#039;t they been times they didn&#039;t say nothing about the coin it was pretty much how crazy I am and Man its like when one starts ever body else joins in like getting beat up but there not landing no hits you know what I mean buy the time ever body done getting there laugh at me for got all about the coin nothing was ever said about it turn into a joke make fun of this guy but I&#039;m All right with it I&#039;ve been through things in my life they don&#039;t have no idea but if I try to say something back they get mad that is what funny they start something they can&#039;t finish cause the way I was growed up plus 30 years of addiction you can&#039;t hurt me I&#039;ve been hurt so many times in my life it made me num. But there is some good people own here right now I talk to all you guys My mom youse to tell me that I would be a hek off a precher you never do shut down she gone now I lost her when I was 25 years old she was only 45 years old the only true thing I loved at that time in my life took away from me gone not coming back I thought it was just a bad dream she died of cancer I knew it was coming I just didn&#039;t want to except it so I went to drinking and drugs something to num me were I could not feel I didn&#039;t know 20 some plus years I would still be doing it I didn&#039;t mean to go that far but it took me place I would not wish on no body I had to change my life depends on it My wife and kids my grandbaby I have a family that loves me and been through some things with me shame on me but I was Lost but I found the right at but I had to batlle for it I still battle after I been clean over 10 years now and I still battle and I will ever day I wake up I tell my self I am going to be clean just for today I can&#039;t look ahead one day at a time bub that is all we can do one day at a time remember that and you will go far I would speak on TV a bout what drugs do to you now since I quit I am bipolar with manic mood swings my wife don&#039;t know what I will be today will I be loud or do I want too go down the road and look for a fight am I going to be really quit don&#039;t even know I&#039;m around I&#039;m on every meds you can think for being mental stage of this dieaese I mess my brain up from all the drugs that what I like about coins it puts me right were I need to be.[/QUOTE]</p><p><br /></p>

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