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<p>[QUOTE=&quot;Bentley carpenter, post: 7689066, member: 120646&quot;]Guys thanks for all the input I really appreciate it what you guys have come back and said has made me feel alot better about my self. Like I said before I don&#039;t mean nothing buy the way I write when I write it sounds perfect but I&#039;m way off. I&#039;m going to start getting to the point I&#039;m so use of having to detail ever think I do as a speaker people look up to me so it hurts when you get down graded I am just some guy having fun in this hobby. It takes me longer to learn something than most I never thought there were this much about a coin in the first place but there is a lot to learn I&#039;m willing I only have so much time. My real goal is trying to keep people sober I can&#039;t help everyone but if buy me speaking can help one person I&#039;ve done my job. I don&#039;t get paid for this I love what I do I was right there were most of them people were at one time I heard a man talk one time and everything he said remind me of me I broke down in tears that night I felt like he was talking to me the hole time. I got my self clean I&#039;m just doing what God wants me to do bring people in I have a brother that is really bad he died twice last week I offered him help and he just laughed at me. I pray that God will put it on his heart like he done me if I can get my self clean anybody can I was the worst of the worst if I can do it I know he can. All I can do is ask I have to remember remember my self and what I went through I changed my hole live around I don&#039;t even hang out with my brother but I love him very much he is my everything all I can do is ask he has to at least walk half way it is not a joke I&#039;ve lost so many friends just this year I&#039;ve lost count. So when I speak I don&#039;t play I&#039;m there to get some one sober I have people to day walk up to me and said when they Heard my story it changed their life and that is what it is all about. I love this hobby with coins I do my best I try to show the best picture I don&#039;t get mad I just tell you why I write the way I write if you want to make fun of that you the one has to look in the mirror cause I done know what my problem is but you guys are good guys some just take it to a different level but I can handle it there is nothing I&#039;ve not been through in my life I can&#039;t get over believe me you would have to walk my steps from a little kid with nothing to now my life is perfect God is good I think him every day for what he has done for me I&#039;m grateful for what I do have I have a family that loves me no matter if I mess up or not just thought I would say thanks guys like I said I&#039;m a speaker not a writer but I will learn you guys are done teaching me thanks again.[/QUOTE]</p><p><br /></p>

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