Most of you know about my past health issues, an now my fatherer's health with terminal cancer. Both my parents are 90 years old with my dads health it is dragging my mother down also, I gave up my antique booth a few days's ago. As i was taking the last load out the owner and her daughter had a long chat with me saying how bubbly I was 6 years ago and how I have gradually became quite and a loner. They reminded me that I was strong thru my 3 cornea transplants and did not become this way until my parents health jhas became bad . My sister does her best to take care of them I travel 10 miles one way for 3days a week to help out. As we were talking they made me realise that my parents have lived a good life and if my parents were well that they would probably not be happy the way I'm letting this effect my life i thought hard for a few days. And they are right what's going be is going to be. That I can not let this effect me or my own family , just do my best and help with what I can do. So after our talk i said I just need a break that at this time I can not focus so I agreed to start the booth back up in OCT. Went and bought a trailer to haul antique furniture on, so on weekends we can make road trips getting antiques. ANTIQUES IS LIKE COINS ONCE THE BUG HAS BITTEN YOU, YOU HAVE IT FOR LIFE I do not know if this makes any since or not Sorry for poor grammer or spelling SNDMN59 - SANDY
